happy and excited for typical adolescent desire to try to change the world ... Obsession
Damn!
after days spent in total cazzeggiano of the Easter holiday I've had some good news and a great idea! The good news is
my beloved cousin of Philip 4 months, which besides having the merit of being beautiful and has two beautiful blue eyes had the wonderful idea to be baptized next Sunday ^_______________________________________^
not that it is animated by religious spirit, usually in favor of adult baptism, but in this case ... Nothing SLOVENIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA muhahahahahahahahahahahahhhaaaaa pallosissima nothing will be able to ride out with my cognatina pain in the ass ... just a meeting of my large family, then we gather at any possible opportunity so nothing strange!
Then we set the dates for Paris and if all goes well I should be there for July 14th !!!!!! I can not wait ... my teacher said that the French really square dance with the musicians who play la vie en rose *_________________________*... because July is so far away?
mahhhh ... actually a bit 'I'm worried about being totally alone with my friends ... Ehmmm we managed to miss three trains from Verona to Brescia the other day during a trip shoppingereccia ... there is nothing to do ... but there's nothing I enjoy more than running around like a desperate all over town to try and get there in time to station, obviously hoping that the return train No there is no one I know that men can enjoy a state of devastation that I reach after, as it is a bit 'too often! tgv Anyway if I lose I can always sleep under the bridges of Paris. .. very romantic ...
But today I also had the most interesting idea for a while 'time now, after that only eat salads and whole Craker, but given the poor performance of the latter say it is ... the most interesting. ..
this morning I was looking in a library of that great tragedy cool Alfieri sfortunantamente when I walked into that horrible thing which is the book of paris (oh my God how can you name Codest ????!!!) hilton.
I read the first pages and I was shocckata ... seriously ...
and I decided that if I am surrounded by jocks, homophobic, racist Northern League, Berlusconi and the poor suckers who are aspiring showgirls potential buyer's of such a book ... if the society around me is really so disgusting ... (and is so why the look in his perggiore event every day at school) ... I can try to change things ...
So I, Jo, and my best friend we decided to found a magazine or something similar anti-everything listed above ... I do not like the school newspaper that nobody reads us just because we do not have the corner and gossip ' horoscope ... but a kind of manifesto, angle of thoughts for those who is tired and really want to change, to revolutionize a bit '... without making false or highbrow alternative ... just to give an amorphous mass and stirred at that igriffata is that the people of my city!
And then spread it for free, a little 'as in the video where is the love ...
anyone who has something intelligent to say, write and add it to the drafting!
according to some friends is pathetic and useless ... but then maybe if there is someone who buys the book paris hilton can be romantic and pathetic that someone tries to change the world!
is an idea that really excites me ... and I want to take it forward ... to be honest I have no idea how much ... but I want fare, quindi si accettano m.volentieri consigli e suggerimenti!!!ma non quello di lasciare perdere perchè tanto non lo seguirei ^________^
M.M.M.contenta
Bacioni a tutti
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Sunday, April 9, 2006
Xw 2300 Dixie Chopper
New and old songs and one ...
Wooooooow
I've downloaded a few episode of Queer as folk in these days...from season 1, 2 , 3 and 5 ...I've no words to say how beautiful this show is...
Wooooooow
I've downloaded a few episode of Queer as folk in these days...from season 1, 2 , 3 and 5 ...I've no words to say how beautiful this show is...
Brian and Justin are my new obsession...
they're sweet and hot, they love each other so much...even if Brian doesn't seem to realize that and so he can be such an asshole!!!!
But it's simply wonderful... And the prom scene, when they dance together it 's still in my
Heart...it's my favourite one... ^_____^
I've found only english version and though I can't understand english very well I do the best I can if it's the only way for me to see QAF!!!
I'm so happy!!! ^_____________^ (and Justin really looks like my P.!!!!!!!!)
and yesterday evening, before going at the disco, I took my little cousins to see Nanny McPhee ^___________^, well I admit I was more interested than them to see that film because if Colin Firth ...but I got them to see it...and it's such a wonderful film...I loved it so much!!
It's a sweet fairy tale and wish I could have a prince like Colin Firth ..he's definitely my favourite actor! So charming and handsome!!! MMmmmm I love him!!!
And here it is the lyics of two beautiful songs which explain very well what I've been feeling for long...about my confusion and my dreams....
Half-life Lyricsby Duncan Sheik
I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear
before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again
'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down
wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
John Gregory Ride Of Your Life
Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won't get you far
Can’t deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?
Come on, here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
The ride of your life
In your heart, you know what must do
You've only got yourself to answer to
Don’t let fear of fallen hold you down
Your spirit's flying high above the clouds
You're glory bound
Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready, for the ride of your life
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
You are on your way no looking back
There’s no future living in the past
You’re free at last yeah
You’re free at last
Come on here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life yea
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in and
Get ready for the ride of your life
Ride of your life
Come on, come on get ready
Yea, yea, yea Your dreams are riding on
the wind Just reach out and pull
Theme in
Get ready for the ride of your life
Best Memory Card Reader For Magicgate
What balls!
I can not stay logged in!
I still register but it's as if I did ...!! Why??
that sucks ...
I can not stay logged in!
I still register but it's as if I did ...!! Why??
that sucks ...
Tuesday, April 4, 2006
Womenboobs And Viginia
indefinable
I'm sad ...
today I realized that I and my best friend (the one since kindergarten) we are taking different paths ... I better stop I'm always at the same point ... and she took a different route ... and asked me to try to follow but I'm confused, I do not know if it would do for me ...
I'm really confused because I have the impression that nothing ever changes in my life, and I fear that infuses this happen.
I never found a place that really did for me ... and I'm afraid you will not find anything, I have the annoying ability to be surrounded by friends and feel lonely and annoyed when they speak to me .. simply because often I do not care what they say.
bitch And I feel when this happens because they really love me, and I want them, with all my heart, but I just also need more.
But I'm afraid to take new roads, it is easier to think of leaving this city without looking back, go away piuttosto che cercare ancora un motivo per restare.
é una fuga, lo so ma non so se è poi così sbagliato cercare altrove ciò che non si riesce a trovare dove ci si trova...
Non mi sento sempre così...a volte mi accontento dei pomeriggi da soccorso amico con stupide canzoni a tutto volume a sparare cazzate, o dei sabati sera in giro per i locali o cose così.
Ma a volte non ci riesco.
E mi sento così oppressa e annoiata che me ne andrei e basta.
Qui non ho voglia mettermi in gioco ancora o di restare delusa e così resto ferma...
E forse mi va anche bene così per ora...non lo so.
E'una serie di pensieri senza capo ne coda...questo lo so, ma I have to somehow put some order in my head.
Maybe it's just the time ... and I hope that one day I will see very clearly what I want, how, and why ...
maybe one day I will stop to spend their afternoons to fuck with the music blaring, the phone staring at the ceiling and I can make a real change in my life and do something really useful.
Something that makes me really happy.
In practice alive waiting for the day when I'll be really happy and I am afraid that when I could be really sad because I know I'm lucky to have people around me who love me and make me know and I'm afraid of losing everything this and then I feel guilty in wanting more ... but in the midst of all this I do not do anything important and serious ... I tried! but maybe now I just have to wait. This outburst
really personal here that the term is better ...
And I've made a rod while it may seem,:) even if there is consistency in what I write ... even if I contradict myself or else I'm just a po'confusa and sad.
But then goes ...
Good night ... Before you burn
I'm sad ...
today I realized that I and my best friend (the one since kindergarten) we are taking different paths ... I better stop I'm always at the same point ... and she took a different route ... and asked me to try to follow but I'm confused, I do not know if it would do for me ...
I'm really confused because I have the impression that nothing ever changes in my life, and I fear that infuses this happen.
I never found a place that really did for me ... and I'm afraid you will not find anything, I have the annoying ability to be surrounded by friends and feel lonely and annoyed when they speak to me .. simply because often I do not care what they say.
bitch And I feel when this happens because they really love me, and I want them, with all my heart, but I just also need more.
But I'm afraid to take new roads, it is easier to think of leaving this city without looking back, go away piuttosto che cercare ancora un motivo per restare.
é una fuga, lo so ma non so se è poi così sbagliato cercare altrove ciò che non si riesce a trovare dove ci si trova...
Non mi sento sempre così...a volte mi accontento dei pomeriggi da soccorso amico con stupide canzoni a tutto volume a sparare cazzate, o dei sabati sera in giro per i locali o cose così.
Ma a volte non ci riesco.
E mi sento così oppressa e annoiata che me ne andrei e basta.
Qui non ho voglia mettermi in gioco ancora o di restare delusa e così resto ferma...
E forse mi va anche bene così per ora...non lo so.
E'una serie di pensieri senza capo ne coda...questo lo so, ma I have to somehow put some order in my head.
Maybe it's just the time ... and I hope that one day I will see very clearly what I want, how, and why ...
maybe one day I will stop to spend their afternoons to fuck with the music blaring, the phone staring at the ceiling and I can make a real change in my life and do something really useful.
Something that makes me really happy.
In practice alive waiting for the day when I'll be really happy and I am afraid that when I could be really sad because I know I'm lucky to have people around me who love me and make me know and I'm afraid of losing everything this and then I feel guilty in wanting more ... but in the midst of all this I do not do anything important and serious ... I tried! but maybe now I just have to wait. This outburst
really personal here that the term is better ...
And I've made a rod while it may seem,:) even if there is consistency in what I write ... even if I contradict myself or else I'm just a po'confusa and sad.
But then goes ...
Good night ... Before you burn
Sunday, April 2, 2006
Need A License To Sell Supplements
Before burn Paris
Paris
Until more time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
would like a night in May
on one of these nights quay Voltaire
kiss on the mouth and then going to Notre-Dame
contemplate his
rosette, and suddenly bolting me
fear of joy and wonder
the stars weep silently weep
mixed with light rain. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
on this night of May
under the willows along the Seine, my rose, with you under
the weeping willows soft rain
I'd say the two words most repeated in Paris
the most repeated, the most sincere
whistling a burst of happiness
song and believe in men.
At the top, the stone houses with no grooves nor
humps
stuck with their walls in the moonlight, and their windows
straight
who sleep standing on the shore and in front of the Louvre
illuminated by lamps lit by us two
our beautiful crystal palace. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
on this night in May, along the Seine, warehouses
we will sit on the red barrels
across the river in the dark night to greet the
barge passing yellow cab
- to Belgium or to the Netherlands? -
front of the cab a woman with a white apron
smiles sweetly. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love.
N. Hikmet
Paris
Until more time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
would like a night in May
on one of these nights quay Voltaire
kiss on the mouth and then going to Notre-Dame
contemplate his
rosette, and suddenly bolting me
fear of joy and wonder
the stars weep silently weep
mixed with light rain. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
on this night of May
under the willows along the Seine, my rose, with you under
the weeping willows soft rain
I'd say the two words most repeated in Paris
the most repeated, the most sincere
whistling a burst of happiness
song and believe in men.
At the top, the stone houses with no grooves nor
humps
stuck with their walls in the moonlight, and their windows
straight
who sleep standing on the shore and in front of the Louvre
illuminated by lamps lit by us two
our beautiful crystal palace. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love
until my heart is on his branch
on this night in May, along the Seine, warehouses
we will sit on the red barrels
across the river in the dark night to greet the
barge passing yellow cab
- to Belgium or to the Netherlands? -
front of the cab a woman with a white apron
smiles sweetly. Until
still time, my love and before it burns
Paris until more time, my love.
N. Hikmet
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